No rush ………

No rush ………

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Share this…FacebookTwitter wanted to post tonight because I have felt like God has been talking to me all day • so often in this battle I go through each day feeling like I am so distant from my faith • and then I have a day where He just draws me back in and reminds me of all of his promises and who He is! Today I shared with a friend a feeling that God had placed on my heart •…

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My family …………

My family …………

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Share this…FacebookTwitterI know this blog is to tell you about my treatment and where I am upto but I wanted to take this post to tell you about my fantastic family and my wonderful husband • I would be lost without my family recently • and my sisters wedding has shown me just how much extended (adopted friends into family) family I have supporting and loving me! • it absolutely blows my mind to see that amount of love coming…

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What’s in a label …….. ?

What’s in a label …….. ?

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Share this…FacebookTwitterToday I read an article posted by a fellow twin mummy • she had posted an article by a lady called Katy in America • I decided to read it and then read the blurb at the bottom that explained who Katy is • after reading about her lovely husband and two boys it said ‘I am a stage 4 cancer survivor’ Yesterday I led next to Mark before bed and told him that I had been having negative…

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Yeeeeee Bath time …… !

Yeeeeee Bath time …… !

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Share this…FacebookTwitterLast night I had a bath • now that sounds like a normal thing for most of us but for me it hasn’t been • I have had baths but with a constant fear of my picc line getting wet • Last night marked a huge point for me in this battle • when things seem against you (which is how I have felt over the last month or so • God gives me that nudge which shows me…

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A coincidence …….. ?

A coincidence …….. ?

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Share this…FacebookTwitterJust a very quick update • my bloods came back up so I am back on the chemo! Celebrations all round • they rose from 0.78 to over 3.5! Now it could be a coincidence, but for them to rise that much makes me think it’s more likely to be all those prayer’s sent up! If I can be cheeky again, please can you pray for the pain I am having in my side. • it is starting to…

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Testing or not ……….

Testing or not ……….

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Share this…FacebookTwitterListening to a very dear friend preach in church this morning • and I won’t steal her preach but it has helped remind me that the tests we go through are not for God to test us • He knows how big our faith is (even when we aren’t sure how big it is!) • He sees the troubles, joy and faith in our hearts and souls • when we are in a test it is for US to…

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Going to the edge ……

Going to the edge ……

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Share this…FacebookTwitterSometimes in life we feel that we have so much thrown at us, and that it is more than we can handle. On our own strength, yes it probably is more than we can handle mentally and physically. It could overwhelm us completely! But I’ll let you into a little secret; with God on our side it is never more than we can handle!In everything I am slowly (takes me a while!) figuring out that I must keep, in…

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Giants can be defeated ……

Giants can be defeated ……

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Share this…FacebookTwitterI don’t think I post enough in honesty • it’s very easy to have a positive face on to the outside world but it’s a lot harder to say • ‘today has been a bit hard, I read… or I have had thoughts of…’ • apart from bringing it all to God in prayer who do you tell, who do you cry on or shout with that ‘it’s not supposed to be this way’ • but today has been…

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Being patient is hard ……

Being patient is hard ……

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Share this…FacebookTwitterA new treatment • I am now on a drug form of chemotherapy which I take at home and don’t have a pump fitted. • the side effects are very similar to the drugs I have had before so not expecting anything drastic • I am so thrilled to be in this position to have another lot of chemo • the nay sayers putting me down with talk of ‘well it is your third line’ have no idea how…

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I’m going to dance …..

I’m going to dance …..

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Share this…FacebookTwitterBack again… After five weeks off treatment (yes it’s as scary as it sounds!) we are back at the hospital to hear the next lot of treatment plans • that is the not so scary bit. Because when you have a plan you can beat or fight anything! • cancer takes so much away from you, but one of the worst things is that it takes away any kind of control • therefore I am gaining back my land…

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