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Month: September 2019

Do one now ……..

Do one now ……..

And sometimes I think that’s enough now • sorry this post may be a bit of a whinge but every now and then I reach that stage where I think; this is not what I signed up for • I am blessed and that I am more than aware of, but I would like a day where I am not fearful, I am not fighting and something seems to go my way • I really hate cancer • it has…

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In the midst of the battle …..

In the midst of the battle …..

Lots of things happening at the moment… First an update for those of you who I haven’t seen to speak too. My chemo is no longer working for me and it has now spread to my ovaries, with my lungs getting worse and a new growth on my liver. Obviously this wasn’t the news I wanted but I am still here, being a mummy, wife, sister, daughter and friend so I am not going to panic just yet.If I had…

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Believe and trust ……..

Believe and trust ……..

So today hasn’t been the day I hoped for • lots of facts but not a lot of truth • I appreciate that doctors see things one way, and I think today just felt like another hit from a horrible disease • it has left me feeling quite rubbish and full of fear • I will need sometime to pick myself up, dust off those facts and find the truth that I know is there just for me • When…

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Under His wings ……….

Under His wings ……….

Ever onwards and as I head into today I know that God has me tucked under His wings. • I don’t know why this is the verse He keeps giving me but He knew the path before me four years ago when He first prompted this verse in my heart • and then four years later this is how I try to walk everyday • Hope at times of chaos isn’t easy but it is the best way to face…

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I’m just me ……..

I’m just me ……..

Short post I hope… Sat at Rosemere waiting for the results of my bloods • I really struggle sometimes when people say how amazing I am or what an inspiration I am to know what to say back to them. • I am simply me just doing what anyone would do in this situation • no it isn’t always easy; and it comes with sacrifices as well as fear • but as I have sat in the Rosemere waiting area…

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No rush ………

No rush ………

 wanted to post tonight because I have felt like God has been talking to me all day • so often in this battle I go through each day feeling like I am so distant from my faith • and then I have a day where He just draws me back in and reminds me of all of his promises and who He is! Today I shared with a friend a feeling that God had placed on my heart • He…

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