So there are two posts I have in my head to write that I think God has placed on my heart this week through things I have listened too… please excuse any spelling issues as the skin on my thumb has cracked and it’s hard to type! (That’s my excuse and I’m sticking to it 😉)
My first post this evening is that through all of this I am being taught about relationships, now my whole job is about relationships so I wasn’t sure how much more there could be to learn but once again when I think I know best I get a gentle nudge to say ‘have you thought about it from this angle’ and my mind gets blown to a new way of seeing something!
I love being social, chatting and catching up with friends. God knows this and uses it totally for his glory!
He has placed in my path recently some quite amazing friends, family that are constantly there for me all times of the day or night and through work there are people I would never have encountered encouraging me positively forward. I can ask all of these people questions, they challenge me, encourage me and are on this track of healing with me.
When you start off on this path, many people find it hard to understand or comprehend that I am not falling apart, fearful or scared. The idea of healing is so foreign to us that some people don’t know how to handle my response ‘I have a God that WILL heal me’, so they look at me with sad eyes and ask ‘how are you really doing?’
I find this really tough to handle as it makes me feel fearful and uneasy. And It’s not that they don’t care about my feelings or are even aware they are making me upset by asking. In fact i think it’s their way of showing me love and I love them for that.
The relationships that I have at the moment in this with me, whether they have a faith or aren’t quite there yet, are what keeps me going. They are extraordinary and I know God uses every single one just when I need it most!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all of you that are praying for me, encouraging me, making me laugh, inspiring me, lettting me rant, serving me and being the amazing group of people doing life with me! God is using you in the most wonderful way so I thank you for letting him and loving others in such a way that it makes you shine ⭐️🙏🏻💙