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Month: September 2018

Fear has no place ………

Fear has no place ………

Today I went, with Heidi, to clip and climb. It got me thinking about my walk in all of this. My eldest daughter as many of you might know isn’t the most daring of children, to be fair she is a little bit of a wimp with new things and quite cautious in her approach to most things. We arrived and she immediately clung to my clothes, she kept saying “mummy I don’t want to do this” “Mummy stay with…

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Its who you know ! ..

Its who you know ! ..

My second post is a thank you to my amazing family & close friends. I am always in awe of you all, how selfless, generous and kind you all are is what keeps the five of us going. Never underestimate how incredible you all are, take time to know that you are real blessings to us and we would be lost without you. It would be remiss of me to not mention and save space in this post to also…

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Its not what you know, it’s …….

Its not what you know, it’s …….

So there are two posts I have in my head to write that I think God has placed on my heart this week through things I have listened too… please excuse any spelling issues as the skin on my thumb has cracked and it’s hard to type! (That’s my excuse and I’m sticking to it 😉) My first post this evening is that through all of this I am being taught about relationships, now my whole job is about relationships so…

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Cause and effect …….

Cause and effect …….

Someone asked me this week ‘what do you think is having such an impact on your results?’ In that moment I stood not sure what to say, now don’t get me wrong I KNOW that anything shrinking or in the case of my lung tumour disappearing is all down to the POWER of my God. He has never left my side, failed me or abandoned me and He wouldn’t start now. However I do also believe that there is a…

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Bouncing …..

Bouncing …..

So following chemo I have two ways to shock those lymph nodes into action • my trampette & the power of MY God • I know He will put in His side of this so I should probably get bouncing to keep up mine 😉😂 #smashingthis #lymphnodesgetinline Turns out there is something about bouncing that opens up your lymph nodes so therefore in faith that He is working in me I thought why sit around I may as well bounce! I have had…

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Positive !

Positive !

People keep telling me that I am so positive about things and I am never quite sure how to respond.. I can say that I don’t feel like that every day and some days I have to work hard at it.The thing is with being positive; it is a choice. We have the freedom to choose how we approach something. Now don’t get me wrong I have days just like everyone else where our stresses and problems seem like this…

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Nothing to fear …..

Nothing to fear …..

So this is my pump… (it’s a balloon in a plastic tube! Love my stylish bag for it though!) I realised the other day that some may not know what the treatment I am currently having looks like or contains! To be fair I had no idea, even working in cancer charities as I have for the last 5 years what chemotherapy involved!I am currently on three drugs in each cycle, an immunotherapy drug, 5 FU and irinotecan. The fulfury…

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